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Monday, 29 June 2009

  • I'm not going to worry anymore about it.

    If you don't want to talk to me, that's fine.

    But I need to talk to you.

    I like you.

    I really really like you.

    Alot.

    And I don't want you to think I'm too clingy.

    But I don't want you to think I don't care.

    Cause I do care.

    I care alot.

    I just..can't do this anymore.

    It hurts to fake all the smiles.

    Like I'm fine.

    Cause I'm not fine.

    I'm upset.

    And hurt that you would even do that to me.

    But I can't change that.

    I guess it's my fault.

    Maybe I should have just shut up about even liking you.

    Maybe.

     

  • I don't know where I stand with you.

    I really don't.

    I wish I knew.

     I really like you.

     Alot.

     Probably more than I should, but I can't help it.

    You just..make me feel so soecial and I love how you do that.

    One Minute, we're fine and happy, but the next minute your not talking to me and i'm sitting here wondering what I did wrong.

    Do you miss her?

    Your ex I mean. Well do you?

     I guess you do.

    You miss her constant cheating.

    You miss her insults.

    You miss her embarassment of you in public, just because of how you look.

    Wow.

    All this just because of an ex girlfriend, you say hurt you so many times it just had to end.

    Alright fine I'll give you the space, but you better believe I'm fightin for what I want.

    And I want you.

    And honey I don't back down for no one.

     

Thursday, 11 June 2009

  • Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

    H. Jackson Brown Jr

     

     I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.

    Mother Teresa

     

    "My heart is a red rose. When happy, it sparkles brillianly. When sad it bleeds and forms a dark puddle under it. When my heart dies, the soft fragile petals fall. So you might want to put your rose in a vase."

    Claire Charmont

     

     

Thursday, 04 June 2009

  • [!]Shaina[!]: Girly your my bestest friend n my tasteless fruitloop muffin buddy. mr. flying pancake man is just jello of our awesome awesomeness. i have noooo idea where i would be without you's. i can honestly say i'm so ubber glad searcey put us right next to each other in 7th grade cause if he hadn't i would have never met somebody as amazing as you.

    [+]Amanda[+]: Manda your sooo cool. I absolutely love your laugh. your my random muffin cannible eating budy!

    [☮]Kevin[☮]: you ish sooo amazing..and i love you's. 

    [♥]Jeremy[♥]: i love you jeremy! your my teddy bear! i'm so sad your graduating this year! but i hope you have a good college life..stay safe you big lump of fluff & love! lol you make me laugh, lol grunt all you want but i know your gonna miss bethanny and i bothering you in computer class & me running to you down the hall just for a hug! ily man!

    [♥]Sam[♥]: saaaammmmmmmm you are sooo amazing.your really quiet but we have alot in common and you make me laugh! your just that cool like that!

    [♥]Bethanny[♥]: your insane woman..but ily! i'm not sure the makeovers gonna happen this year but i'm sure you'll find some way to make it happen won't cha? yuup : ] your obsessed with your makeup and hair and pictures..its crazy..but your such a sweet kid...we come up with the weirdest things but that's all good.

    [♥]Chance[♥]: your a nice kid a real sweetheart, we have alot in common, listen to the same head bangin shizz, watch the same tv shows, your a pretty cool kid, lol i just always thought you thought i was some crazy girl running around laughing at everything like a sick weirdo! lol guess not!


    [♥]CJ[♥]: your so sweet. i never understood why your parents named you charlie jayde, it's a pretty name, but yah your a girl, and i've never heard of that name until i met you! your ubber cool, i'll always be your bitch. lol ily!

    [♥]CJ[♥]: we've had our up's and downs, & i hated you at first in 8th grade, but i've realized your pretty cool and you have some really good hook-ups.lol jk, your a sweetheart, a real romantic. it's sweet. your cool and ily man!

    [♥]Noelle[♥]: You were my very first friend at NC, i can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. Never in my life have i found someone who has as many things in common as we do. lol, i'll always remember the pig disecting, the flinging of pig ooze and skin everywhere.

    [♥]Jason[♥]: you are the best, the one friend i brought from colorado all the way here, i love everything about you & i hope you get well soon buddy! hold in there for me..hold in there for you..and hold in there for us..and the millions of memories we'll create once your better again. i won't lose faith in you! your the first person to teach me how to just..be myself, and not care who's watching. be proud of how i dress, be proud of how i talk, be proud of what i do, and who i am, the one who taught me that it doesn't matter if your fat, skinny, pale, tan, blue eyed, green eyed, blonde, brown haired, mexican, canadian, german, russian, your you and who cares what others think. ily so much for everything you've done for me, and i hope we can create more memories together!

    [♥]Michael[♥]: your the coolest i never thought i could meet somebody as twisted as you! but it seems i've met my match! we dance like retards, and attempt cartwheels on the tramp with the thought of death at any point in the back of our heads, all the stupid shit we do..it's crazy..all the camping trips with you and your brothers it's insane..i've never climbed so many trees and stabbed so many snakes..that..was so fun!


    [♥]Jaime[♥]: your my best guy friend yo! i don't care how coloradian you are your my bestest buddy..i wish you had lived in thornton the same time i did..that would have been the shizz and i most likely would have loved you then! lol! i effin love you!

    [♥]Jorge[♥]: you..are so cool..i know you speak alot of different languages..and it annoys me..but i like how you help me with my spanish! lol..it ubber helpful hunny : ]


    [♥]Brooklyn AKA Brooke[♥]: Lol girly you are so sweet..your a goody too shoes but i love you! our kinky parties! lol jk..our random running around the neighboorhood screaming like crazy teenage girls on a mission to find a hot guy..lol ily.

    [♥]Aneko[♥]: lol girly i met you a long long long time ago and the whole time i've known you..you've been my fav asian..lol..we have so many good times..all our mall missions..and all the times we ran around the hotel hallways in denver screaming..lol..i think my fav time with you was the elitch gardens trip..you took me on the wildest ride ever..we had so much fun..took so many crazy picutres.

    [♥]Riley[♥]: lol hunny..we're so chillaxed it's insane..all the balloon boobs..balloon butts..and fabulous crazy pics we took.

    [♥]Isabella AKA izzy[♥]: izzy your the shizz..i know you hate the twilight series but your way cooler than bella..lol..its funny how most of my friends i meet through cousin nikki or libby or sara..its insane..but your cool like that...we've gone through so much together, and i'm so glad we finally got the chance to actually chill out and talk


     

Saturday, 16 May 2009

  • I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent.
    Marilyn Monroe

    No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.
    Marilyn Monroe

    "Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

    Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
    - Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul." --St. Augustine

     

    "When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

    Dr Seuss

    If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.

    Anonymous

    You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

    Sam Keen

     

    To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

    Heather Cortez

     

    The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

    Helen Keller

     

     

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